to access your power your need to leave the prison of your shadows

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You want to know why?

Because there is something you can't see. There is something 

hidden so deep that you are not even aware how to reach it. 

Something unseen and unspoken is limiting you and 

with all the work you have done, it didn’t go away.


You feel you have learnt so much

You are truly happy with where you are

At the same time you are not where you want to be 




Sometimes there is this little voice that creeps out of the darkness 

with questions you don't understand. although you have heard them many times before. It is easy to ignore it, it is easy to pretend it is not there, it is easy to forget about it and continue with life. 


Only when you truly look into the mirror you know,

the part without a name that is hiding in the darkness of your

existence, can not be ignored forever. 


I know how it feels 

I see how it moves in you 


And I wrote a program about it 




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You will work with me and together with a group, diving deep into the unseen shadows. We will work online to prepare your field, have one weekend together in Amsterdam and continu online to ground and integrate the experiences.


In 15 units you learn master key's to not only find behaviour your were unaware about, you will also discover how to deal with your

T O X I C patterns. You will catch them and bring the lost power back to where it belongs: You.

T O X I C is not an easy program and at the same time it is very simple.

I bring you the mirrors, you do the work. We all reflect, implement master keys and change will happen.



What do I ask of you?

To for once and for all show up fully, no excuse, no hiding, no holding back, no lies. no stories about your childhood and former relationships, no justification. But a full commitment to go deep with me.

The doors opens 14th of October.


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For each and every one who is done with hiding, avoiding, playing small.


For each and every one who knows there is more

to reach for, but it seems always out of reach.


For each and every one who is done with the limiting patterns

 in relationships, manifestation and life

T O X I C is for you


* If you desire to upgrade of your life

* If you have done the work but still feel limited

* If you are aware of your pattens but can't move through 

* If you have worked with me before and want to go deeper 

* If you want to be reflected and mirrored in your hidden contracts

* If a personal mentorship is out of reach but I am what you need

* If your inner resistance is cooking and you are ready to pop


T O X I C is not for you 

* If you have severe trauma and you didn't work with me before 

* If you are attached to your sub personality parts and false safety 

* If you are afraid you will outgrow your relationships and lovers

* If you don't want to be reflected but still long for change 

* If you have issues trusting others in their mirroring of you

* If you want to discuss and question everything I say or do

* If you need a lot of confirmation and validation 

I like to be clear.

My passion is to work with people show them the path that brought me so much clarity, authenticity, inner leadership and safety.


I am not for every one. 

I am here for you.


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You, Me and the Group


Deep Shadow Diving

7 Reflections Letters 

7 Online Mirror Meet Ups

1 Weekend Training 

1  Workbook





14 Oct Start 


In Person

4/5/6 Nov Amsterdam* 



1 Dec Closure Online


Regular Tickets

1000,- euro ​

Elite Tickets 

Incl. Personal Mentorship

5000,- euro


* You can choose to do the online part in your own pace or follow the structure of the group. There will be Mirror Meet Ups on 7 Thursdays starting from 20th of October. The weekend training will be in Amsterdam, Fri 5ht 19.00-22.00 Sat & Sun 10.00-17.00

T O X I C 


Wondering how you lose your power?
Wondering how your subtle shadows feast on your energy?

Join T O X I C to claim back what you give away so easily.



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